Arigato von abgemeldet ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: ----------- itel: ARIGATO Datum: 31.05.2002 Autor thorn bzw. malachite, wer mich halt unter welchen namen kennt (shit mehrfach-id's, ich weiß. gomen!) Kommentar: ja, ich weiß: krank, bescheuert und völlig sinnlos. zumindest für außenstehende, ich hoffe, dass die, die es betrifft, den sinn einigermaßen kapieren. ach ja, und falls jemand auf die idee kommen sollte, dass ich keine besonders gute meinung von mir selber habe, könnte der oder diejenige recht haben. ich kenn mich halt selber am besten. außerdem bezieht sich das 'you' immer auf zwei personen. okay, wars auch schon. comments würden mich natürlich freuen, aber ich hoff schon gar nicht drauf. Widmung: 4 azurite: versteh das mit 'spark of hope' bitte nicht falsch, ich hab 'no fear, yet no hope' nicht vergessen, es ist allgemein gemeint. ansonsten hoffe ich, dass der sinn rüberkommt. einfach ARIGATO! auch für den generalsposten *schonmaluniformanprobiert* 4 heero: ARIGATO für alles, vorallem die ganze gw sache und die pics und deine genialen fics !SEAR ME! ich hoffe der sinn kommt rüber, diesmal beleidige ich ja vorwiegend mich selbst (whore, ja, manchmal denk ich mirs echt) aber eigentlich war das nicht absicht. boah, ich labere.... gomen, hoffe es gefällt dir diesmal. wenn nicht, naja, kann man nichts machen. trotzdem ARIGATO! ARIGATO if for you reality is to hard to believe disgrace should be what I receive you thought my art is a way to escape but what, if your dreams are, what I rape torn flesh and smashed bones are what my fantasy ownes blood poured all over to show, not to cover my dark and deep soul a dirty and disgusting hole I'm sorry, I disappointed you both and now I won't use the tablecloth to wipe away your crystaltears I'll use silk and velvet, my dears cause I'm sometimes gentle not always cruel even though truth for freedom is my only rule I'm searching for spiritual elevation not for daft and foolish violation but if to you my way doesn't seem sly tell it to my face and don't be shy cause the hurting truth I'd prefer of the sweet lie I may fall deep but only to repeat my flight up high the way might be steep but even when I stumble and fall I'll reach the top after all so I just want to thank you two for the honest critics you do what would I do without Azurite who is with prediction by my side where would I be without Heero who always supported me even when I was low oh where would I be I'll thank you a thousand times and more and hope that it doesn't sound like a whore who is high on cocaine with no power to explain all the million reasons to thank you during the seasons let me tell you in spring when all the birds sing when all the flowers are in bloom care can only be my doom once left in anger and hate every excuse might be to late but under the summer sky when the wind blows dry and you can't stand the heat cause the air tastes like burnt meat it's nothing but pure pain what you want is salvation so plain now let me free your mind leave your sorrows all behind watch the falling leaves fly run through the fields of autumn rye somehow, I hope I can make you smile even when it's only for a while keep happiness in your heart before cold tears it apart when winter finally breaks with all those white snowflakes and the whole nature is sleeping oh please, stop weeping winter comes and goes the exact time no one knows but the spark of hope would always glow and the water would upwards never flow in thousand years ice would never burn and green the sun would never turn so don't give up trying until you are dying ---- Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)