Au Fait von Tam-Tam ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Privacy ------------------ Welcome to my Self Something no one ever saw before You know There's something hurting me And I don't want to hurt you Guess there's nothing white or blue Nor black That's why I love you when you're gone I hate you when you're here 'Cause you taste just like the wind Something unable to stay And I pray that I'll feel The same way you do 'Cause your touch's just like the sun Welcome to my world A little strange it seems I guess Hope you understand me just a little 'Cause I think it's something worth I don't feel the same as yesterday But I can't feel the same way you do So I Just say "Yeah me too" When you tell me you love me again 'Cause you're sweet and I guess That I like you so much And I pray every day that I'll feel The same way you do 'Cause you kiss's just so smooth Kapitel 2: Porträts ------------------- SELF-DELUSION Something 'bout kings and slaves It is really no big deal Being friendly to your slave or to your king 'Cause you know he will be glad Hearing "Thank you" Go ahead And your king? Well, he knows you *will* be friendly What a fool wouldn't crawl and lick his boot? Being friendly to the people Which are not the same as you Is much easier, that is Well, you know 'Cause you do it for yourself Being nice to someone other Someone who's mercy you needn't Or who gladly smile and tell you What an awesome guy you are It's much harder Yeah, believe me 'Cause it's nothing for yourself But the people who can do it They are able to believe In this love and peace and beauty Yeah, they always die the first So please be friendly to each other Even if it's nothing worth For you Because maybe, only maybe You can save someones's one day And please remember that this person Could be gone another day Kapitel 3: Issues ----------------- ISSUES Yeah you never liked this "O take care and come back safely to your waiting , loving wife and remember, I love you darling so let me kiss you now gooddbye" Yeah it sounds just like this oddly happy memory from the 60-ies 'Bout the willing doe at home and her man who are at work Maybe flirting with the clerk So what happend to you lately What is all this shit about Why does his "I love you, baby" Really touch you from inside Yeah I know you don't believe him You really have an icy heart Never learned to trust a person Now you're so tangled and puzzled No one ever touched you by your heart Yeah I guess that's why this phrasing Sounds so suddenly amazing and so new and great to you And your cold and so proud heart To your surprise just so suddenly starts to melt Apart right in front of you Kapitel 4: Autonomy of decision ------------------------------- Autonomy of decision So you don't want to miss out nothing And you live right here and now You never wait for someone's acting You always come over and take a try And I take my guitar Which is standing in my room And I try to play a song To express my heartstrings You never regret nothing 'Cause you do just what you want The people which are tattling Can't never change your mind And I wonder now If there are some chords That are able to say What I can't with words You take just what you want And don't care if someone gets hurt I guess youz're just scared To lose Kapitel 5: Definition of a tear ------------------------------- WAR GAMES Definition of a Tear She said My love you look so pale He said The sky's so grey today He picked up The old guitar Which wasn't in tune That was ok It was at war He sang some words No melody About some hopes and dreams And memories And love and love That wasn't there It should be though He thought And took some air When she then cried Because the tune so sad He touched her hand Just to make sure She was still there And to demonstrate he was with her Because he knew She was alone The bullet came When he kissed her Without an alert by the foe 'Cause that's not what a foe is for The bullet casing fell to ground The combat boots they walked away When something liguid and red And warm and warm Splattered across her arms and legs And lips His fingernails cut into skin He clinged to her And caught some breath That wasn't there Red liquid came Out from his mouth Onto her skirt But it was dirty anyways When he then died He looked at her With nothing said she understood He closed his eyes She touched his hand With just her fingertips And laid him down Onto the cold, white earth When snowflakes started falling Onto his white skin and bloody lips My love you look so pale She said And then she cried Kapitel 6: Autonomy of decision 2 --------------------------------- When I say yes And you say no Why is your opinion more right? Kapitel 7: Letters to yourself ------------------------------ Dear God Tell me what should I do Everytime I make a choice There's someone who must pay And I swear to myself I'd do it right The next time Dear God Why does everyting goes wrong When you try to make it right What's with the 'right things' And these ideals and dreams You always try to achieve Dear God Tell me is there any use In making desicions Whether right or wrong 'Cause someone's gonna pay anyway So would you say There's no right or wrong today? Dear God Perhaps we should die Or just get some sleep Maybe there's only right What we say it is And maybe we all have to pay For what others do Because someone's always gonna pay For your sins anyway So maybe there's really no right or wrong today Just different opinions And the ones with louder voices Kapitel 8: Insomnia 2005 ------------------------ INSOMNIA 2005 So what are you supposed to do When he tells you He wanna die again And you want nothing more Than to close your eyes And to sleep and don't listen no more Yeah you know he could be gone The very next day And you were the one to blame But you just can't listen to it again You can't do nothing 'Cause you don't reach him anyway He's just so obsessed with his problems You know there many of them And he sees nothing but black in his every day And you want him to see the sun again But it seems like he just don't want to Yea maybe some sleep would do him good Maybe he just needs some dreams But maybe he's got nothing he could dream about And he don't share your dreams no more So what are you supposed to do In the middle of the night When you just wanna close your eyes And sleep and don't think no more Kapitel 9: Theory Of Raining ---------------------------- Jedesmal wenn du weinst Regnet es Und ich frage mich ab und zu Ob es Gott ist, der mit dir weint Ein Mensch so voller Energie So traurig und kühl wie du So anders und doch immer gleich Dem Winde gleich Mal hier mal dort Wenn man dich sieht Bist du schon weg Fast als ob du etwas suchst Weisst du , dass die Sterne, die man am Himmel sieht schon längst verbrannt und tot sind wenn du nach ihnen schaust? Ich glaub du weißt nicht wer du bist Oder du kannst dich nicht entscheiden Und willst deshalb gleich alles sein Weil dir das eine Lösung scheint Wenn man dich sieht Bist du schon weg "Es ist nichts so wie es scheint" Too much illusion of your true self You hold up for all the people to see Never your true face 'Cause maybe there's nothing to see behind it all Unsustainable reasons Maybe they're lies God's crying You know I think it's true God's crying when it rains God's hurting himself God wants to die "Und er schuf den Menschen nach seinem Ebenbild" Wir sind genau wie er Denkst du also Er ist genau wie wir? Bedeutet das er weint Wenn du weinst Er stirbt Wenn du stirbst Denn er ist du Und du bist er Es sei denn du glaubst Etwas anderes Kapitel 10: Das schwarze Kreuz ------------------------------ Das schwarze Kreuz Mit Wut und Stolz In deine Haut gerammt Gebrannt Mit Schwuren belegt Und doch verdrängt Verschwindet bald im Sonnenlicht Was nützt dir Wut Was nützt dir Stolz Wenn du dann doch Den Mut vergisst Wenn dieses Kreuz Wieder verblasst Und du da sitzt Die Uhr anblickst Und dich nur hasst Und hasst und hasst Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)